on my Birthday....

So here I see it again... candles burning in front of my eyes. Another birthday brings so much to dream of... and so much to remember. My frens arranged this warm and loving party for me... just in front of the Ganga hostel... with grand crackling candles n a delicious, yummy cake! love all you guys a ton! I've got accustomed to my phone ring now...

The question of the play stands still, are we going to do it? we are still puzzled... we were sitting together to discuss it when one of the actors appeared from the blue. what he said, was most evidently, something that was coming out straight from his heart. he convinced us to understand that the show must go on. I believe that too... but shouldn't the show also be good? with the time we have in hand, and the academic and performative pressures we are suffering from, its not difficult to predict, that even if we do the music of the play... it won't be good. all we need is time... n I have always believed that creativity should be allowed to flow freely between temporal and spatial levels... without any physical boundaries... that's how great things are created. so even if we do the play now... we'll be able to work only on some songs... nothing more ( though I loved the script, but only if we had more time!! )

The first class in the morning... and that too with her as the professor... what better gift could even cupid ask for from the almighty... so yes! I'm happy, aunty has sent some delicious 'kheer' and we are licking the spoons... and yes, the evening class and rehearsal is also there... so we are booked for the day... let's see if we can go out for the dinner together... I should also get my chance to pay my gratitude na! Some calls that never came... and some wishes, never delivered have also become a ritual of occasions like this... but I have learnt to live now... irrespective to all of them... I love the blinking msg sign on my phone saying the memory is full and I should delete some old msgs to allow the new ones to come... so here I go... DELETED!!!!!