from A to Z

what did I do when I came to know that Z has a boyfren? m sure Z knows it best what I would've done. but did I derive any bliss from a fundamentally physical act? I don't know... and since then, all through the abyss of anonymous encounters with interesting north-eastern strangers... I wonder if there was anything specific that i was looking for? what could i have been looking for, except for a familiar pair of little eyes, an intoxicating smell, and an ever perishable taste... wrapped in a golden heart?
life has its own ways of doing things... and for a young and 'out for fun' guy like me.. to discover people who swear their love and shower their fortunes is nothing like a fairy tale, but beyond everything that destiny can hold... there is a small little confession... that somewhere, someone is still missed, and that I wish, someone gets everything someone has ever wished for, even if I am not a part of that wish.am sure we both will land up with nice interesting people in life, have fun and live our lives to the fullest, but I will never find another Z and nor will Z be able to find another A... our closeness dwells in these distances now, and I love those distances, for the closeness they conceal...
A